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[ September 3, 2001 11:58 am ] Today is Labour Day, which makes tomorrow the first day of school, which makes today the last day of summer. This, I think, has been the best summer so far and I'm kind of depressed that it's over. When summer comes I normally end up drifting away from my friends until school starts again, but this summer was very different. I made new friends, got closer to existing ones, and I think I grew alot as a person as well. I can feel the difference--I'm not the same person I was in June. And now I'm finding that I'm not excited to go back to school, as I normally would be. The names John, Elisa, Amanda, and Jenna come to mind--the ones I used to call my closest friends I realize were only acquaintances, people to share antics with in class. I don't know if I can go back to my old routines of small talk with them...and I don't know if I want to. But I'm also happy to go back to school because I'll be able to see my real friends everyday. And I know that this year is going to be way more fun than any previous year. This has definitely been a great summer: I've came out to most of my friends, I've met alot of great new people, I've made final plans for university, I've met my perfect guy, and in many ways, I've broken out of my shell and let people get close to me. When I look back on this summer, I'll think of how I rekindled my friendship with Desi, how I became good friends with Steph and Mel, how Mila got to know me better than anyone in this world, and of course I'll think of Mike. [ September 9, 2001 | 12:36 am | Janet Jackson - Together Again] So, it's been a while since I've posted. For the most part, the last week has been hell, the fourth hell in particular now that I've seen 'The Others.' I went to St. Joe's Catholic School for two days, and then I knew I had to get out of there. In all my life i've never seen such a high concentration of snobbiness in one place. And the English teacher was, to put it mildly, a putz, and obviously someone who doesn't appreciate literature. So on the third day of school, after skipping my morning class at St. Joe's, I went to Central to see about going there full time. Earlier in the week, Steph and I went to Kinczyk and told him how horrible St. Joe's was and he said he'd be happy to take us into his class if guidance agreed. So after much agonising, I finally got a new schedule worked out. I'm happy because now I can go to Central full time. much yayness!
My schedule looks like this Thursday night, after I had all my courses fixed, I ICQed Steph and asked her to call a coin I was flipping...it was heads and she guessed right. So Friday morning I went into school early and put a picture of a really cute guy from OUT magazine in my locker, who from now on I will refer to as the cello guy, since he's playing a cello. Anyways, nobody's noticed yet, aside from Steph--I'm not sure whether I want them to notice or not. Either way, it's exciting. Friday was my first English class with Kinczyk. I know this is going to be a really fun class, because it's basically writers' workshop, with about 15 more people. And I get to sit next to Mila which is really cool. Friday night Steph and I went to Port Stanley in search of a good time, but upon arrival we found that it smelt like dead fish and was as dead as St. Thomas. We were only there for about a half hour, but we did get in a good walk on the beach. I love Port...I just loved it more when it was clean. So we ended up back in St. Thomas renting a movie. Claudia was working and tried to talk to us, but got yelled at for slacking off, even though the place was empty. I picked out the Big Lebowski, which I think was hilarious, but Steph turned off 30 minutes before ending due to it being 'too long.' Today (well, yesterday now) we went to see 'The Others.' We'd been planning on going for about a week...and we were going to invite Mike because he wanted to see it. But Steph couldn't find him. So then we tried Mel, but because it was a late show her Mom wouldn't let her out. We ended up going to see it with Phil, Joe, and John Gales. The drive to London was very cool. First off, it was dark at like 8.30 when we left, and there was lightning, but no rain. We were the only ones on the road and there was cool driving music playing. The moment was perfect, one of those rare events where everything can exist only in that moment, and make sense. I wish all the time was like that. When we got to the theatre, Liz, Seanie, Heather and Jessica were standing out front. They were going to see Jeepers Creepers, otherwise we probably would have hung around with them The movie was amazing, and as always, so was Nicole Kidman. She's beautiful _and_ she can act. Her performance was superb, and eventhough there weren't as many scares as I normally like in a movie, it was still great. I'm debating whether or not I should call Mike. I want to. But I don't know what I'd say if I called. grrrrr to confusion. [ September 13, 2001 | 10:54 pm | Linkin Park - Crawling ] Okay, guess what I'm doing right now? I'm watching Chris and someone who I assume is his roommate. I mean, I'm a couple thousand kilometres away, across the border, and yet I'm staring right at him. This is way cool! And it's not coming in too clear, but I'm also listening to the same music as him. Am I the only one that's totally amazed by this?! Maybe I should invest in a web cam. And the really creepy part? He probably has no clue who this person is that's watching him :P I wonder if his roommate knows that he's being broadcast live in the bedroom of a stranger in Canada? yeah! He just started playing Linkin Park! hahahahaha...this is so cool! anyway, enough randomness for now. This week's been kind of blah. Steph's been sick since Sunday, Mel's parents won't let her come in to town, and everyone's been busy with school so I haven't done much. On top of that, the whole WTC thing in the states has had me pretty down. Everytime I start thinking that maybe, just maybe humanity's starting to pull it together, something happens. The waste of life is staggering...I just don't understand it all. Worse still are the stories of hate against pretty much anyone of middle eastern descent that are starting to come in. It's been a sad, sad week. Here's an interesting tidbit...there's this guy in my physics class, and I swear I've seen his picture before on a porn site. I haven't been able to find it again, but I'm looking :P There's more I want to say, but I need sleep so I'll do it tomorrow. Also, I've put a counter back up since the one i had decided to stop working...mostly I just want to see how many people read this, which is probably none...oh well :P [ September 16, 2001 | 11:32 pm | Alanis Morisette - Thank You ] LOL, Chris reads this page :D That's a nice surprise I'm feeling kind of down still. Because I've changed alot, even more than I realised, and it has me worried. On Friday I got a 75% on a chemistry quiz...I know it sounds good, but that's the first mark I've had below 80 in years. And in chemistry, that's just unheard of for me. More importantly though, certain people are starting to get on my nerves. So far since school's started, I've managed to avoid any run-ins with Elisa, but not so with John. We have 2 classes together. I'm finding that talking to him is nothing but a show, something that a divorced couple might put on for the benefit of their children. I don't think he knows it though, because he hasn't changed at all. Probably none of this is making sense to anyone. I used to be part of an online gaming team that played team fortress classic for half life. I joined just after the new year in 2000. When I had my internet cut off last June, I stopped playing. Actually, about 2 weeks before I resigned because two of the other players were using abusive language in game, but that's another story. So over the past months, some of my former 'clan mates' asked me to come back, because some of the players had been ousted and things were back to normal. Last week I did, but I'm finding that it's just not fun anymore. Many, many things I used to love just arent't fun anymore: games, TV, reading. What's worse is that these activities aren't being replaced with new things that I like to do. And I'm afraid one day I'll wake up and there will be nothing worth getting up for. So, yeah, that's enough whining for one post..i'll go on to more fun things. Friday night Desi invited me over to watch movies with Nadine and Kory Beaton. At first I didn't want to go because Kory makes me feel extremely uncomfortable for some reason, but I did because Steph was still sick, and everyone else was busy. When I showed up, Kristy from Burger King was there and so was Sean. Kristy soon left because she was waiting for a phone call from her 'friend'. I don't know why people think I'm so naive...most of the people in my family are alcoholics or pot heads...do they think i didn't know she was going to meet her dealer? yeesh! Anways, after she left, Sean very bluntly asked if I was gay (he's bi, but denies it :). I said yes. And that was a big mistake. Not 10 seconds after, he was hitting on me. Before the night was out I received several winks, was groped, and at one point ended up with Sean sitting on my lap. Just....*shudder* I mean, Sean? In all honesty, I'd feel much more comfortable with a girl than him. The list of his bad qualities seems endless: smoker, pot head, alcoholic, immature, sex-obsessed, annoying, etc. I should probably add desperate, since he was actually hitting on me :) Saturday was very uneventful. Nothing, and I mean nothing at all happened until around 9 pm. Steph called, but that only lasted a few minutes before she left for bed (still sick). So I decided that for once I would get over my fear of phones and be the one who called Mila, instead of her calling me. As always, we talked for quite a while and Mila made me feel much better. Today was awful...over 5 hours of homework...and i'm extremely tired. Something I was going to say...oh, I've been in dreaming mode again. Normally I don't remember my dreams at all, but from time to time I get into periods where I have several a night and remember them all. So I had this really weired one last Thursday I think it was. I was in a mall, and my fillings (I have 5, damn my pepsi addiction) started to fall out, along with chunks of my teeth. I was in a washroom spitting into a sink and for some reason Mr. Wookie my old history teacher was there. After that there was one more dream, but I don't remember what it was. All I remember is it woke me up and I felt very scared, like there was someone in my room. I've always been able to tell when someone's been in my room (my mom, sister, etc.). And there was no one there, but the feeling still was, and is. So probably just a dream, but it still has me kind of freaked. And there have been lots of dreams involving MIke as well :) [ September 17, 2001 | 10:09 pm | Sky - Superhero ] Today was mostly normal. Steph said she was going to be at school, but wasn't. Then in English Studley said he called her last night and found out her secret, and wondered if I knew. I said yes, but was surprised that she would tell him. BTW, I can't say here what the secret is because if anyone were to find out, Steph would kill me :P So luckily before i leaked what I know, Studley said what it was: Steph doesn't have a cold--it's mono, lol. Which is really funny because Phil's been sick all last week as well. But also scary because it's transfered through saliva and in the past two weeks, Steph and I have shared at least half a dozen drinks. So I'm hoping that since I haven't had any symptoms I won't get it. The question that's on my mind is where did Steph get it from. :D At lunch I did the usual trip to Timmy's with Mel and Joe. Then in the afternoon I got out of chemistry early to go to a seminar on university planning. And that's pretty much all that happened at school. One of the strange things I've noticed, especially today, is that I have alot more confidence with people at school than I used to. It's funny because now that I'm talking to people I'm normally very quiet around, they're starting to notice me, at least the girls anyways. It makes me wonder where this confidence was 5 years ago when I still thought I liked girls. C'est la vie, i suppose. Ace of Base has been stuck in my head all day. The words 'I saw the sign' keep repeating over and over in my mind. But it's okay 'cause I like that song :) Weird things are happening with family life. My aunt was here yesterday, quite an unusual event considering her and my mom haven't spoken since last winter. And then today my sister was here with her...i guess he's her boyfriend, equally unusual because she hasn't called or spoken to anyone in months as well. So now apparently there's some end of the summer barbecue this Saturday and everyone's going to play happy, normal family. Weird happenings around here for sure. I didn't think my sister could have topped some of her previous ones, but this boyfriend is even worse than the others. For starters, he's got to be at least thirty, 9 years her senior, has a beer gut, doesn't strike me as very smart, and is generally immature. In fact, he's like a younger verion of my mom's husband #3. What is it with the women in my family? It seems like everyone of them ends up with guys who are losers. I hope the guys of my family have better luck :D I finally got my permanent licence in the mail today. It's cool...the picture actually looks okay. I keep hearing footsteps from upstairs, but no one's home but me. Probably the cat. Anyway, this is getting really random, so I'll end it here. [ September 18, 2001 | 9:30 pm | Enya - Secret World ] Well, I'm having alot of trouble sleeping again. Last night I didn't fall asleep until around 3 am and then today at 6 in the morning my cat felt the need to jump up on my bed and start meowing loudly. After that I was in and out of sleep until 8 when my alarm went off and I had no choice but to get up. I'm completely exausted now, and my whole body hurts even though I haven't done anything physical today. Normally English with Kinczyk is really fun, but we've been doing grammar this week...I mean, it's an OAC course...if I don't know grammar by now, I never will. So he's felt the need to go over in great, great detail, every sentence structure known to anyone who's ever picked up a book. And the really sad part is that three quarters of the class can't do it, which is really funny because this is supposed to be an I.B. class. Now that I think of it, the whole day was really boring. Steph's back, but now Mila's sick. At lunch I hung around the school, then in physics we spent over an hour doing like 3 questions. Chemistry was pretty stupid too--we spent most of the period reviewing bonding. Though the teacher did make a funny joke about bondage :P The fact that she's a really bitter british woman makes it even funnier. After school Mel gave me a ride in the Audi (i love that car) to the mall for my eye appointment. I don't know why, but they're always fun. I can never remember my optometrist's name--all I know is she's a really young, perky woman compulsively clad in a green dress or skirt. My eyes keep getting worse and worse...she says it'll stop in a few years...I hope so. Tonight consisted of the usual hours upon hours of homework. I really don't know how I'm going to handle next semester when I have a full load of classes. It's hard enough trying to get everything done now with just the three. [ September 19, 2001 | 10:52 pm | Enigma - Return to Innocence ] Today's been horrible. For the past 3 days I've had almost no sleep at all. First, I can't fall asleep, then when I do, I have nightmares and wake up, then I can't fall asleep again. Major grrness with that. Just rarrr...i need sleep. And the people at AstroCenter couldn't be further off: There seems to be something in the air that incites your euphoria, Cale. It may be due to the fact that the gloom of the past few days has finally lifted. The mood prevailing invites you to venture beyond the bounds of convention in your relations to other people. You'll be jollier than usual, and you can expect to enjoy some comical events to occur. I've been anything but jolly. Nothing comical's occurred. I'm exausted from no sleep and too much school work. I've had no spare time to even talk to my friends. And half the time I have no clue why I'm doing whatever it is I'm doing. I'm depressed, and sick of being alone. I want someone to hold me while I try to sleep. I want to lay my head on the chest of someone I love and listen to him breath. When I wake up after the few hours of sleep I get each night, I don't want to be alone. I want a boyfriend, and I'm tired of waiting for him. I don't know what it is I've done, but the universe is angry with me. I don't think it's going to let up anytime soon. [ September 20, 2001 | 10:29 pm | Nickelback - How you Remind Me ] So, last night I got _more_ sleep than I've been getting, but still only a few hours. I almost didn't go into class today, but phsyics is making no sense to me and I can't afford to miss it. I was barely awake, but I spent some time with Mila and Paul this morning. Mila was in a weirdish giggly mood and Paul and I just watched in amusement as she pointed out to Mr. Wookey that his socks were too dark of a green to match his light green shirt. English was more grammar....sarcastic yays all around. But lunch was fun. Mel, Joe, and me went - in the Audi I might add - to the mall. Mel got a lasagne and I got a burger combo. then when we sat down, she was like 'god, i wish I got a burger,' just as i said 'god, i wish I got pasta.' So, my yesterdays entry was a bit depressing, but i've remembered something funny that happened. At lunch yesterday I was in the hall and Kristin Ross walked by. She always has really cool clothes on and I was looking at her shirt. Then she said something to the point of 'get a nice look cale?' And she's told everyone! People are walking past me and holding their books up, saying 'oh, i better cover up my chest.' It's been funny, but there have been a few points where I've been tempted to yell out 'I don't even like girls!' So yah, i think I have something for my yearbook field for most embarrassing highschool memory. The rest of the day was blah. I came home, did my homework quickly and took the rest of the night off. The one thing about being this exausted is that sometimes my brain starts swishing around all its thoughts and making random connections. Like I just randomly came up with an explanation for what Julian posted about the woman he helped with finding a telephone and gas. He said she was trying to sell an electric skillet and I had no clue what that was about. But it just occurred to me that university residence is the perfect place to do that. What has me worried is that in all likeliness, since she had no money for gas, and numerous other health concerns, she was probably trying to sell it for extra money. She's probably desperate for money. Am I making any sense here at all? Or had everyone else already figured this out? I mean, there's a 40 billion dollar emergency fund, 10 billion dollars for a national missile defence system, 15 billion in bailouts for airlines, countless millions to bomb afghanistan, but there isn't enough money to help out an elderly woman suffering from multiple injuries? At what point did we stop caring for each other? What am I going to do if someday I'm in her position and nobody helps me? maybe I shouldn't be thinking about this...it's just going to add to my depression. By the way, many thanks to Julian for reassuring me that there are still good people out there. [ September 23, 2001 | 11:45 pm | Savage Garden - I believe In ] This weekend was interesting. Saturday my Mom did the whole barbecue thing. I made two brief appearances when my sister and grandma showed up respectively. Both didn't last long. After saying hi, my sister was more interested in getting high. And my grandma took me driving for an hour, which was really cool. A royal damning on me for not getting my licence when i turned 16...i could have a G2 by now. Oh, I almost forgot Friday. It was another hellish day at Fisher house. Well, actually, I'm the only Fisher here...hmmm. Well, anyways, picture this: my mom, her husband #3, their friend Darren (maybe it's Darryl, i don't care to know), all of them wasted and playing cards. Then they start arguing over what the rules are. Oh, joy. Just when you think it can't get anymore fun, the topic turns to politics and they start yelling back and forth, none of them having any clue what they're talking about. Did I mention I was in the basement with the door shut and they were still so loud I could hear them over my speakers? I say right now that if I ever become like them, I give anyone out there full permission to strangle me and sell my organs on the black market. So Saturday night I made a subtle exit around 7:30 and went to London with Steph, Jason, and Steph's friend Amanda. We went to the mall and wandered around a bit, then ate. At 10, we went to see "O." I was skeptical at first, but it turned out to be a really great movie. And Josh Hartnett is gorgeous! Just before the movie started Katherine Lo walked in with her boyfriend Mike. Have I ever talked about Katherine before? Well, we met in the writers' workshop and spent alot of time glaring at each other. Everybody thinks we hate each other, but we're actually pretty good friends. In fact, my plan is that when we're older, Katherine and I are going to be best friends. On the weekends, I'm going to send my kids to her house and they'll call her Aunt Katy :) But Katherine doesn't know about this yet. Anyway, she sat right behind me and kept kicking me during the movie everytime I talked. It was good times. Sometimes I experience the perfect moment, and I know that I'll remember it forever. Does anyone else ever feel that way? I had two experiences like that Satuday night. The first one was just as we left the theatre. At Westmount mall, there's a space in the upper level hallways that's open and you can look down on the first floor hallways. When we left the theatre, I was walking with Steph et al along the upper floor, looking down at the escalators. Katherine was on the escalator with Mike and we did the usual glare thing, neither looking away, as I walked and as she went down the escalator. Right before we lost sight of each other, we both smiled and waved good bye. I don't know why, but it was absolutely perfect. Strange, eh? The next moment was during the drive back to St. Thomas. We just crossed the 401 and were passing the Ford plant when suddenly everthing around us became fog. You could barely see 2 m in front of the car and everything was kind of glowing from the bright parking lot lights of the Ford plant. 'Got you where i want you' by the Flys was playing and everybody went really quiet. Again, perfect, and I know it's going to be a random memory I have for years. Sunday was horrible though. I spent six, yes six hours studying for my phsyics test tomorrow, and I still don't feel very confident. No matter what I did I made mistakes. I'm just glad this isn't an OAC course and universities probably won't look at it. A major grrr goes out to Sean Kernohan. He broke my umbrella Friday. And it's pouring out right now and forecasted to continue right into tomorrow. If I have to walk in the rain tomorrow, well, just grrr! [ September 24, 2001 | 10:28 pm | Joydrop - Sometimes Wanna Die ] Well, I knew this was coming. As soon as I start school, it always does--I'm sick, or at least getting there. I woke up this morning with a soar throat and runny nose. Oh well, I suppose I can at least be happy I didnt' catch mono from Steph :) Lunch today was really strange. I was sitting in the middle stair case at school, the one with the big windows and was studying for the physics test. People kept stopping to talk to me as they walked by. Not even people who I know that well: Andrea and Bailie to name a few. Of course the one day that people actually approach me is the day I have to study. The phsycis test itself was awful. I really have no idea how I did, but i'm leaning towards horribly. In one question, an average acceleration during a change of direction question, the beginning and end velocites were just above 100 each and my answer was in the tens of thousands....so I really don't know. I think I did everything the way I was supposed to, but the answers didn't make any sense. Chemistry has been relatively easy lately, but there are two drawbacks to the class: Mrs. Murphy and Natasha. Have I ever talked about my accent? Well, normally I talk like everyone else, but when I'm around people with British accents, I emulate them and don't even notice it (there's alot of british ancestry in my family). And Mrs. Murphy is British and Natasha is from South Africa. So I've been having more and more difficulty suppressing the accent. So far only one or two people have noticed. I wish I could tell people when they've made a mistake. And I really don't understand why I can't. When someone does something that I think is wrong either morally or ethically, I have no problems with calling them on it. But when it's just a small mistake, I can't bring myself to say anything. Like today at Timmy's I ordered 2 peanut butter cookies. Immediately I noticed that the guy was reaching for choclate chip cookies, but I said nothing, even though I hate them with a passion. So I just paid for them and said nothing. They're still sitting here uneaten. The news from AstroCenter for tomorrow: You could receive some exciting news, Cale. If you have been waiting for some sort of major breakthrough, this could finally happen for you. Maybe you will hear from an employer who would like to offer you a position. This company could offer you an excellent salary and great working conditions. Or maybe you have been trying to win someone's heart. You might realize that your efforts are paying off as this person intimates their affection for you. I hope they're right this time :D After a long, extremely hot summer, it's starting to finally feel like Canada here again. It was 10 degrees today :) There's nothing I love more than waking up in the morning when it's really cold....at least until I have to get out of bed. Only a few months now until I finally get snow again! [ September 25, 2001 | 10:48 pm | Madonna - What it Feels Like for a Girl ] So this has been a really strange day. There was bomb threat at the school. I was in chemistry and someone first called a code green over the PA system (code green asks that the response team, ie, all teachers not currently teaching a class, report to the office) and then about 5 minutes later one of the other teachers showed up in the chemistry lab. About five minutes after that, they called a code red (someone with a bomb or gun etc on school grounds). Whenever there's a code red, no one can leave and all the doors and windows have to be locked and all curtainst, blinds, etc closed. So we were sitting there for like an hour and no one was saying anything about what was wrong. Normally it wouldn't have concerned me, but with recent events in the states and the World Health Organization issuing a warning about possible biochemical attacks....well, i think it was in the back of everyone's mind. So about an hour after after the initial calling of the code red they evacuated us to Homedale, my old grade school. But still no one was talking. Except for Mr. Wookie who was circulating a rumour that the school is really a space ship and Mr. Whitehead is an alien about to return home. he's a strange one. Anyways, finally around 2.30 they called us into the Homedale gym and told everyone about the bomb threat...the police and the bomb squad were called in, but they didn't find anything. So they let us go back to get our things and go home. Then I came home and did some surfing before passing out from exaustion, sickness, and cold medication. It seems like everytime I turn on the news anymore I get really pissed off. There have been several acts of violence and possibly even a murder this week against Canadians of Middle Eastern descent. This is entirely disgusting. it doesn't even seem real to me. Things like this aren't supposed to happen in Canada. We're supposed to be the country where people of all cultures come together. We're supposed to be a global leader in social and humanist issues. We're not supposed to fucking kill each other because some lunatic an ocean away decided to take his anger out on 6000 innocent people. It's a sad truth, but I think the terrorist have already won. [ September 26, 2001 | 11:06 pm | Enigma - Age of Loneliness ] Today has been one boring day. I've done literally nothing. My alarm went off today at 8 am and I was extremely sick. I turned it off and went back to bed. The next thing I knew it was 2 in the afternoon....I slept for 14 hours! And when I woke up, no one had bought the nyquil and other cold medication I said I needed yesterday. Grrr to that. So I'm still sick, have a fever now and am sneezing all over the place. I'm quite a sight... Still deciding on whether or not I'm going into school tomorrow. On one hand, there's no way i'll be able to do anything, but on the other, it's my oac year, and I can't afford to get behind. I'll probably end up going The high point of my day was when Mel called me. She was terrorizing her poor cat so that it would meow into the phone. then after about 15 minutes of talking she said, 'oh, pizza's here' and hung up on me :) So I've been lazing around all day doing internet quizes and personality testers and so on If you haven't already, you should go play Mash
You live in a House. Score for me! Alright, I admit I did it a few times before I got an answer with me married to Mike :) [ September 27, 2001 | 10:09 pm | Abba - Dancing Queen (Dance remix) ] So, I'm mostly feeling better now aside from a small headache. I didn't end up making it in to school today, but I was really productive. I did laundry, cleaned the aquariums, cleaned the kitchen, wrote a first draft of my parable for English, and caught up on some emails/web postings. List of good things from today: I got money, premiere of Will and Grace was on, made plans with Steph to either see a movie or go bowling on the weekend. List of annoying things I still have to do: catch up on missed schoolwork, study for English test, study for Chemistry test, prepare for job shadowing with pharmacist next Tuesday, get my new prescription filled in my glasses, get my hair cut. I just spent the last four hours writing, so I don't have much else to say :) [ September 30, 2001 | 10:27 pm | CKY2K - Orbital ] Sundays are quickly becoming the worst day of my week. It seems like every Sunday I spend the entire day doing homework. Today I spent 4 hours on physics and still couldn't get a correct answer, 2 hours studying for chemistry, and another 2 on English. Friday was a fun day. At lunch we did the usual Timmy's run, but this time Cynthia came with us. I won't go into the subtle details that no one would understand, but it was quite an experience :) Friday night Steph came over to my house to watch Will and Grace. She missed it Thursday, but I taped it. After that we went on the computer since there was nothing on TV and did a bunch of interent quizes/tests. It took some talking, but I got her to do a 'how erotic are you' quiz. The downside was I had to do it right after. Suffice it to say, we now know _alot_ more about each other. Actually, we got the same rating, but I won't be saying what it was :) Then I spent the rest of the night talking about Mike and getting Steph to tell me more about him. After many questions, many jokes, and the sad sight of me doing a compatability test at AstroCenter, Steph's said she's going to hook me up with him. It's about time! Saturday we were planning on going to the movies and getting Mike to come along, but we couldn't find him and then Steph couldn't get the car. So we ended up watching movies with Desi at my house. It was good times. We ended up doing more internet tests. I did a 'let us guess your gender' test and the results were 'you are definitely a woman.' I've been having strange sleep/day dream experiences lately. It seems like everytime I let my mind wander, it ends up thinking about Mike. I wake up like 4 times a night and he's the only thing on my mind. I try to do homework and suddenly I'm wrapped up in some elaborate fantasy (oh, nothing like that :P). I don't know why I can't just call him.
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